May 2011
Saw your grave today, shed a tear, picked away the nasty weeds, and said hi to you.. I miss you like crazy and love you to death!! Lora have fn chillin up in the clouds <3
I don't belong...
I don’t belong in this world, its to much for me to handle anymore. I don’t want to be here, can I just leave now, go away and never come back!? Please…?
I had a great day! :D
I had a super good day, because you were in it and we hung out. We talked like friends, laughed like a couple and we played angry birds! But the best part was when you gave me that hug, I loved it and I can’t wait to hang out again!
Hugs..
They just make your whole day better! :D
And I love hugs, snuggling, and just being around you.
My life just isn’t worth trying to live anymore…
Chained Mask
Like lots of people I put on my happy mask every day, the mask that hides who you truly are, that mask that hides the depression and cutting, the mask that’s hides my true feelings.. but yet when I put on the mask I’m different from all the others, I only put on the mask for you, so I can see you and smile, like I have a normal life. I put it on because I have the hope that you will...
No normal..
I am not “normal”, there is no such thing as normal,
Because everyones view on what is truly normal is different!
I am pretty sure I’m insane though, things go on in my mind that are normal. My very own mind is a wily fox, with endless ways to escape into a dream realm, a world where there is such a normal it becomes everyones worst nightmare! But then again… nightmares are...
Do you ever feel...
The world slowly,
Squeezing you to death?
Like pressure from society,
Is unbearable?
Do you ever feel…
Life going by,
Like cars on a freeway?
Like you are sane one minute,
And completly insane the next?
Do you ever feel…
Like dying is the only way?
Like love will never find you?
Do you, Have you, would you??